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Sunday, January 25, 2009

Whoa whatever makes you break! but i've got him where i want him now.

Ah i am so tired today and we have school tomorrow. Great. Well that sucks.
Hahaha i love to sing. shoot i'm random today but honestly? Singing is like the best thing you could ever do it makes me so happy!! Haha pretty much i sing about everything, from tieing my shoes which i hardly ever do cuz its hard... to just like, idk hahaha i have no idea where i'm going with this the point is, sing. it will make you happy like me! :] Ohhh!!! Hahaha and singing helps me remember stuff like why i got on the computer in the first place!!! Haha genius. Haha:]


you know what really sucks i decided? Twilight all of the twilight books ah i love them but honestly if you can show me one guy...that has ever said or even thought of said some of the things Edward says to Bella, wow. I applaud him because they are the cutest things i've ever heard. Just not realistic :\
Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love.

I'm sorry. I was wrong. It's much easier to have the proper perspective when I have you safely here. I go a little berserk when I try to leave you.

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

How can I put this so that you'll believe me? You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.

I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. Only you could be more important than what I wanted...what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I'll never be strong enough to leave again.

Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.
They're cute but...who would say that??

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  2. yeah no boy would ever say something like that!...unless of course they were a cowboy! (although they would saysomething like the girls thick locks remind him of this horses mane) and thats just sad! they need to man up and spill their heart out to their girl! ;) p.s. I love to sing too! it truly does bring happiness

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  3. sorry about that TYPO I put saysomething and for got the space between say and something! oops

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