When i grow up, i wanna be famous, i wanna be a * i wanna be in movies!!

Ahh i want this hat soo bad!!! Hahaha is on Forever 21's website but i can't find it on their site like, for sale but its sosooooo cute!!! Hahaha hint hint to anyone looking for a gift for me! lol jk:]

Whoa whatever makes you break! but i've got him where i want him now.

Ah i am so tired today and we have school tomorrow. Great. Well that sucks.
Hahaha i love to sing. shoot i'm random today but honestly? Singing is like the best thing you could ever do it makes me so happy!! Haha pretty much i sing about everything, from tieing my shoes which i hardly ever do cuz its hard... to just like, idk hahaha i have no idea where i'm going with this the point is, sing. it will make you happy like me! :] Ohhh!!! Hahaha and singing helps me remember stuff like why i got on the computer in the first place!!! Haha genius. Haha:]

you know what really sucks i decided? Twilight all of the twilight books ah i love them but honestly if you can show me one guy...that has ever said or even thought of said some of the things Edward says to Bella, wow. I applaud him because they are the cutest things i've ever heard. Just not realistic :\
Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love.

I'm sorry. I was wrong. It's much easier to have the proper perspective when I have you safely here. I go a little berserk when I try to leave you.

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

How can I put this so that you'll believe me? You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.

I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. Only you could be more important than what I wanted...what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I'll never be strong enough to leave again.

Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.
They're cute but...who would say that??

I. Dont. Care what you think as long as its about. Me.

Today was a pretty pretty good day!! Except for, there is a boy- and i really wish that he would talk to me!!!!! Like, really talking would be nice and we dont have any classes anymore :\ could that suck anymore? Yeah he lost his phone! haha great huh? So there has been like no communication for the past, two weeks i swear. :\ do you feel my pain? hahaha if anyone knows who i'm talking about wanna help me out and maybe...idk talk to him and see if he doesnt like me anymore hahaha maybe?
haha anyway well Kendra and Kelsee are gonna think i'm retarted but i still cannot get over this i keep losing my lip gloss and finding it in the most random strange places. The first time i found it in my bra drawer...yeah ok no need for lip gloss in there right? and then the second time in with my pajama/soccer shirts. What the heck hon i think some psycho fairy might be after me. Maybe like Tinker Bell's rival haha :] she'd have reason to be mad at the world huh?
And p.s.- this rob patterson song from the twilight cd really rather well sucks haha well i'm off to work on my computer tech homework. :]

My Bucket List

Well Savanna got me started on a bucket list, or a list of things i want to do before i die. Dont' laugh because some of them are really pretty ridiculous. Hahaha but here it is for you to read! (the ones in yellow are the ones i've already completed)
Get my permit, get my license, graduate from high school, get married, have a family, invent a mashed potato cake with gravy filling in the middle, go ziplining over the rainforest, disco dance, catch a baseball at a major league game, get kissed in the rain, lasso sheep, write a hit song with meaningless words, cliff dive, ride a ferris wheel, paintball a building, have my portrait painted, skinny dip at midnight in the south of france, attack an ugly bird with a lightsaber, befriend a legal midget, stand on the eiffel tower, slap a boy when they are being an idot [which is most of the time], chase alpacas through a field of wild clover, tie dye Savanna Hale's hair [she said she'd let me too], have a concert over the intercom in a grocery store, fake an emotional breakdown, find out what happened to Mr. Bird's chin, dance on a table, meet a kookiberri bird, get a guy to sing the song "T-Shirt," sit in a parked car and hold up a hair dryer every time someone drives by and see if they slow down, meet someone named John and Phillip under the age of twelve, ride Trio Electrica, sing "Living on a Prayer" onstage with Bon Jovi, have a classroom burst out in song, buy a plant and name it Penelope Moody Allen [she's a cactus flower and she's still alive! i'm so proud:], get a pair of glasses on a chain, have a boy write me a song and sing it to me:]

I've got purpose once again...YA YAYAYAYAYA!

Awh this is my blog!!! Hahaha this will be pretty interesting for [no one] to read! Hahaha i'm excited we dont have school on monday or tuesday!!! Ah i hate school but i'm happy this term is over at least...that was a pretty bad term im not gonna lie. So yay!! Hahaha yippee!!! ;] well thank you for reading my blog!!!